[DAY 25 OF THE DEEP END PROJECT]
I have a confession to make today.
One of the most important work I do with the women in my programs is Self Worth work.
When they achieve mind blowing results like $30k months and sold out spots in their packages, I usually ask them what’s the shift that made this happen?
They say “you made us see our Self Worth”
I kid you not. I have a 100% track record of this and even have it on Video. They don’t say “oh I learned this strategy or that tactic”, they say “I finally realised who I really am!”
And now for the confession :
Sometimes my Self Worth is down in the dumps.
Sometimes I don’t believe in myself
Sometimes I don’t think I am good at anything
Sometimes I don’t think I am meant to do this work
Sometimes I want to quit
Sometimes I have so many doubts on my ability to run a business
Sometimes I feel like an Impostor
Sometimes I feel that all this disqualifies me from doing my work.
But as my dear friend Brenna reminded me today and I am quoting her here “I think sometimes we feel like these time periods disqualify us from doing “the thing” – – when in actuality – – the hard times make us more capable.
She’s so right.
I do this work not because I found the magic pill of never feeling like an Impostor or because I feel highly worthy of all things.
I do it because I know how it feels to have the Unworthiness crawl back in my brain every now and then.
I am capable because everyday I make a choice to do this work on myself first.
Some days I fail. Somedays I rock it.
All days I stay on the path. That counts for something.